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Ginia Solana ([personal profile] shadedsunlight) wrote in [community profile] eswareinmal2012-07-16 09:53 am

This house is full of stories we both told

Characters: Ginia Solana and Rupert Giles, later with Ginia Solana and Helios Sprensonne
Open? No.
Where: A bookstore in the city, later a bakery.
When: The morning of 11th of Rebirth's Decline
What: A hero learns her fate and it's not a good one.
Warnings: PG for likely language and discussions of death.
consultmybooks: (No Eye Contact Whatsoever)

[personal profile] consultmybooks 2012-07-22 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
Giles was wearing gloves.

He'd always been sensitive, about his hands. Angelus hadn't been the first to drill that fear into him, but the vampire had made it all the sharper and even now, over ten years later, damage or harm to his hands still struck an irrational, animal note of fear in Giles. So he'd been wearing gloves, ever since he could find a pair after their assault came to an end, just so he didn't have to think about the sight of his skin aging like old parchment, or the feeling of his muscles withering and his bones weakening all in the span of a few seconds that he'd touched the Hero.

He was better now, thank whatever gods were out there, but it was an image that was proving hard to shake, and a horror that was proving strangely hard to move past. And so, when Ginia had proposed a trip to the bookstore, Giles had happily agreed. He'd been up to the library already, but that had been for research on very little time. A chance to browse, a chance to really look at the writings of this world...it might help them all, in a lot of ways.

Something does catch Giles' eye, as he browses the shelf on the other side of Ginia. Curiously, he pulls a book in blue leather from its place, holding it in his hands to regard the cover thoughtfully. It seems almost familiar, but he can't place where he might have seen it in the past. The vague notion is going to drive him mad, he knows, and so that settles the issue of taking it over to Ginia. Maybe she'll remember.

"Ginia?" He moves around the shelf to her side, touching her shoulder lightly to get his attention. When she turns, he'll offer the book with a smile. "What about this?"
consultmybooks: (You Have My Attention)

[personal profile] consultmybooks 2012-07-23 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Giles doesn't notice anything wrong, at first, besides the faint smile on Ginia's face as she takes in the book and opens it. By the time the look of horror appears, he's looked away to browse the shelves she'd just been browsing. He doesn't recognize the book as anything but what it is. His own arrival here as a ghost had been hazy enough, and as for his return...

...he still couldn't remember. And he was trying not to dwell too much on that.

And so, Giles didn't realize that anything at all was wrong until the light appeared, bright and blinding and searing even to him. he whriled about, a cry of alarm sticking in his throat as Ginia was engulfed. He reached for her, feeling as though he were moving through a fog, far too slowly to be of any help, to save her...

...but then the light fades, and Ginia is still there, and that's lal that matters for a few seconds. Giles reaches out, wraps his arms tightly around her and sinks to his knees with her, his heart pounding in his ears so loudly that the world is blotted out.

"Ginia, gods, w-what was that?"
consultmybooks: (Talk to Me)

[personal profile] consultmybooks 2012-07-23 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Giles withdraws sharply the second he feels Ginia pulling away. The inclination towards physical affection...well, it's one a lot of people had trained him into, Ginia being one of them. And so it is still a powerful impulse, to withdraw at even the faintest sign that it's unwelcome or strange.

But he stays close - he can't do anything else, after something like this, after the fear that he might have lost her is still tight and suffocating in his chest. The fact that she's still here only does a bit to relieve that pain, because even before she pulls the hood away and shows her face again, Giles knows that something has changed.

There's a second of nothingness, of breathless, dizzying strangeness as he looks into Ginia's face for the first time in five years. And then his mind fires back into life, and he sees. More than most, Giles knows what just a few years can do to age a person. But he could swallow all of those little changes, if not for the look in her eyes.

His hand, still covered by a glove, finds hers' and squeezes tight. It's not a conscious gesture, he's not even aware that he's done so until she starts to cry. Because then Giles moves in to embrace her and then...stops himself, holds himself back, not sure what to do and wishing that he was.

"Ginia...?"
consultmybooks: (Don't Leave Me)

[personal profile] consultmybooks 2012-07-23 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Giles gives a soft gasp as Ginia suddenly embraces him, falling from a crouch and into a sitting position with the sudden addition of her weight. But then he recovers his balance, wraps his arms tightly around her and clings for all he has.

Giles is piercingly, achingly aware that he'd just lost Ginia...just for a few seconds, from his perspective, but she'd been taken away all the same. It was a pain he'd never had to experience, not in this specific fashion - he'd been taken from her, yes, twice before this, but the same had never happened to her. And now that she's back, all he can think about is that it might happen again.

"I'm here..." His voice is trembling with a mixed up knot of emotions, and he knows he should say more, offer more in the way of comfort. But, somehow, that seems like the most important thing. "Ginia, I'm here..."
consultmybooks: (At a Loss for Words)

[personal profile] consultmybooks 2012-07-23 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
He's not entirely aware of how much time has passed before Ginia pulls away. Really, Giles isn't aware of much at all, except having her here and close and here, of running his hand through her hair and reassuring her that he's really here, that they're really together after...god, after however long it's been.

Giles lets her pull away when she finally shows that she wants to, and sits back to look at her as she looks at him. His gaze takes in all the little details, all the changes, all the ways she's older now than she was then. She's still beautiful, she's still Ginia, but...years can change a person, and he'd be lying if he said he wasn't scared.

So her first words surprise him, and it shows, knocking Giles out of his fear and trepidation into an expression of genuine surprise. "...Alice? W-What do you mean?"
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[personal profile] consultmybooks 2012-07-28 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
He lets out his breath, all in a rush, sagging slightly against her. Five years. Yes. That...that looked about right. Just from looking at her...that looked about right.

That sinks in before he can truly process the realities of Alice being 'gone'. Alice is just something he'd come to accept about Ginia, a difficulty and a quirk that were part and parcel of loving her. Give time, though...he'll be happy.

"...you've aged well."

It's a lie, she looks five years older than that just from stress. But it's a lie looks like it might help, if only a bit.

"...I missed you. And, and...I'm glad you're back."

That, of course, was the utter truth.
consultmybooks: (Don't Leave Me)

[personal profile] consultmybooks 2012-07-28 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Even in a world where it's a known, confirmed fact that there is an afterlife, a myriad of different heavens and hells...well, death is still the ultimate uncertainty, and that uncertainty had nearly driven Giles mad at one point. It had also driven him to make a deal with a death goddess. Nearly dying all over again in exchange for knowing...he still thought he'd come out ahead, in that particular arrangement.

One day, he'd know for certain. Until then? He could only hope that he'd done enough to redeem himself and escape a hell dimension for all eternity.

Ginia's answer, therefore, is a hug so tight that it's as though Giles is trying to keep her with him by sheer force of will. Really, on a certain level, he is.

"More than ever."

Truer words he has never spoken.

consultmybooks: (Don't Leave Me)

[personal profile] consultmybooks 2012-07-28 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Giles knows how to read sign language. He learned it thanks to the Council. And why not? It was a useful skill to have, a good, solid method of communication if a situation arose where speaking aloud might put them all in danger.

Giles knows how to read sign language.

But when he sees those two words, he wonders if he's forgotten. Because what he's reading them to mean...it isn't right. It can't be right. He must be seeing wrong, understanding wrong...it can't really be...

Giles lets out his breath in what sounds like a sob. He hates himself for showing even that little of how those two words rip his heart to pieces, but there's only so much he can keep back in the face of that. The urge to turn away just so she doesn't see his face is overpowering...but, instead, he just hugs her again, gently and tenderly this time, as though she'll break to pieces if he's not careful.

He doesn't say anything, but that's because he's trying not to cry. But he'll pull away after a few seconds, so she can say something if she wants. At suck close proximity, he doesn't think he'll miss anything even if he takes his glasses off to clean the dust of the store away.
folklorist: (Dour. Something is coming)

[personal profile] folklorist 2012-07-23 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
Helios is going to the bakery too especially after the knowledge of Ginia leaving having such an impact on Giles and him both. He thought the other man could use something sweet to cheer him up, but well it works differently for everyone, Helios knows this he's also trying to deflect and dither about. His mind all but numb still from the knowledge. He knows the pain and emptiness loss like this can bring and he was trying everything in his power to make the other man happy. Helios looks slightly tired, exhausted really, and it wasn't something he would want Giles to go through alone.

Helios will just be browsing the bakery's selection a sad look always under his features.
folklorist: (I'm just your average headmaster yep)

[personal profile] folklorist 2012-07-27 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
Unfortunately they weren't and yet Helios will always try to push them in that direction. Things had gotten better before and they had gone through such terribly hard things. Helios doesn't realize until its too late that, that whistle and tap to his shoulder is someone he wasn't expecting to be there. He'll gasp and startle and almost back into a shelf of cookies and pastries.

"Ginia?!" He sounds so confused so very confused as he sees her standing there. His eyes tick to the cake and then back to her. His smile is tentative and then it gets a little bit wider.

"You're r-right. That c-cake does look delicious." It's spoken ever so softly as he nods.
Edited 2012-07-27 01:09 (UTC)
folklorist: (Do go on I'm listening)

[personal profile] folklorist 2012-07-28 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
It was beginning to wear on all of them. The slightly dark circles under Helios' eyes was indicative to this. The fight against the Hero being the most recent of things. Helios notes the changes to her. She looks older, more worn and tired, he gives her a weary smile and a nod.

"That's a wonderful idea. It'll be nice to lay back and relax a little. C-Cake is a very lovely comfort food after all." Another more genuine smile as he walks over to the cake to examine it. It was delicious look. Dark, rich, chocolate and possibly some raspberry jam mixed in.

"We can stop by one of the local stands to pick up some other things if-if you want. Ah! A-And maybe we should c-contact Giles too..."
folklorist: (I came across a strange thing)

[personal profile] folklorist 2012-07-28 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Helios sees all those signs of something being...well something was definitely off about Ginia's response. Something was very wrong and he wasn't sure if it was his place to interject or ask questions. Something was very wrong with her and Helios didn't know what to do. So he just gives her a small smile and a nod in acknowledgement.

"All right. I'll just go pay for this and th-then we can head out, hm?"
folklorist: (Dour. Something is coming)

[personal profile] folklorist 2012-07-29 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
Helios looks taken aback almost as if he was burned. Not because of the words but because of the utter wave of emotions and unsaid inflections in Ginia's signing. He didn't respond for several seconds almost not knowing what to say. So he only nods.

"A-Alright. If, if you want to." He doesn't look very sure about it because he would pay for it in an instant. But the way Ginia was acting right now...something told him that she was about to tell him something. Something that wasn't good.
folklorist: (Ever so curious)

[personal profile] folklorist 2012-07-29 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Helios watches her carefully knowing full well that she was like him in more than one way. When it came to history at least he knew that somethings were never meant to be told. Somethings like his past with Nero and Elise but in the end talking about those things had helped in numerous ways. He wouldn't press Ginia to tell him whatever it was that she was hiding, no, he would never do that. But if she wanted to tell him that was her decision, and he wouldn't think any less of her for not telling him.

"Fruit, yes. That sounds fine. Maybe some raspberries and strawberries?"
folklorist: (Never seen anything like it)

[personal profile] folklorist 2012-07-30 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes it is. I'm amazed at that as well. I'm not sure where it's coming from to be honest. Other kingdoms most likely. But, well, how is the better question." Without shifts to answer for most things intrinsically odd or unnatural about a world made it curiouser.

Helios laughs at that as he shakes his head. The laugh isn't anything mirthful it's a bit tired and dreary in tone actually. Really after Luceti he sometimes wished people were more straightforward.

"Possibly. Probably. I-I'm not sure why. We are the ones being brought here to help them. But, ah, Luceti taught us both that much that something's aren't always what they seem." Being lab rats while they fought a war for the people experimenting on them. Helios didn't understand it in the slightest, really.
folklorist: (Dour. Something is coming)

[personal profile] folklorist 2012-08-02 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes it is. It's...having faith and wanting to believe that what you hear is true and good and right." But it's not and never would be. That's the hard and darker side of the world. It pains him that anyone would have to see that side of people. But life was tricky and uncertain that way, wasn't it?

Helios looks over at her sadly. He reads the words she signs and his frown only deepens. "Ginia. What's wrong? Something...something happened didn't it?" He doesn't like seeing her like that. It makes him sad seeing her like this.